a night of blessings

I am seriously overwhelmed with love and the feeling of being complete blessed. I feel that God is so present right now and it seems crazy to feel so much love from Him. I find that I often see God through people. Tonight God used my friends to show me love. I was having a little bit of a frustrating day with exams and what not. I sometimes find it hard to express any feeling other than happiness to people, but Mel and Ty are two people I am completely transparent with. I told them today that all I wanted to do was cry because I just felt incapable of doing well on my exam. Later tonight I come back and they told me they had a surprise for me. I walk into Mel’s room and Ty is holding something bundled up in towel. I unwrap it to find a pillow pet!! I felt like crying. First of just because of the fact that I have always ways wanted a pillow pet and they had gave me the exact one I had wanted. But I sat there completely unable to express my joy and complete feeling of thankfulness. They saw it as just giving me a gift, but I saw their kindness, love, generosity and spirit of blessing thought the giving of this wonderful gift. I feel blessed and undeserving of such wonderful friends in my life. 

Tonight I planned on going to bed at 11, but what I love is how God sometimes has different plans for me. Megan and I started talking and ended up chatting for 1.5 hours. This is a girl in my life that I completely look up to. Her love and passion for Christ is so beautiful. I feel lucky to know her and to have opportunities to get into deep conversations with her. God is working in her life and He is speaking to me though her. I am blessed. I am blessed. I am just so very blessed. God has placed people in my life that continually push me closer to Him. Megan is one of these people. Thank-you God for creating such a beautiful heart in Megan and giving her the love to share her heart with me.